My Email has been deleted

[Itsmeisfarrrrr]

So, I used to play BMGO . Then I had to quit for a long time . My main gmail account was isfarali42@gmail.com and I also need to confirm that isfarali42@gmail.com is my game gmail . Now the problem is I can't confirm from my gmail beacause it is deleted .
Please I need a solution

Old account information :

ID - 995940304
Old gmail - isfarali42@gmail.com
Account name - _xIsfar.

[LegendMighty300]

@Itsmeisfarrrrr you deleted ur gmail?